it never occurred to me that someday i'll be sitting here thinking about life after you. while i was so preoccupied by your presence, i never really thought of having to say goodbye. all i really knew was that spending time with you would always feel like forever.
days pass by like wind and i find myself feeling deprive, in a way that i would soon face reality and let it swallow me...that i would be exposed from darkness again. with you leaving...moving on. i was caught in the past, past by which i can no longer relive. only memories were left, the trail we used to take had suddenly went and split. now we are living separate lives. taking different paths and discovering new challenges.
in those ways i saw that parting has something to prove. we became independent and strive for what we want. we became achievers and we never let our pass catch up on us. we took what we learned from each other and made them our foundation.
but trough it all, we find ourselves reminiscing of our pass, times when we dreamed of what we want, times when we learn to stand and look-out for each other. but then we come back to ourselves wishing that we could be together again. hoping that somewhere deep in our hearts, we still have a place to come back. that LOVE is somewhat present after all those times.
we long to get second chances, but getting it, we have to prove ourselves right to be able to relive our pasts.
but after all those times, i never really gave up on US, i just set US aside and let ME grow. i am ready to relive our past, but are you ready to give up everything for the sake of having ME?
