letters

september 10, 2009

dear you,

happy birthday!!

i wish you all the best and good luck in your studies. thank you for all the times that you paid attention to my craziest actions. i hope that you liked my gift, even though i know that its not something that you could use everyday, but i'm wishing that you'd still keep it. thats all, again HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you

<3me

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march 3, 2009

dear you,

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!

you've finally graduated, i just wanted to wish you good luck in college and the course you've chosen. i know that you'll do great. thank you for all the time, effort and patience that you've showed me even though i know that you're just being a gentleman.

i hope that you could find a girl that would love you true (just like the way i loved you). anyway what i'm really trying to say here is, i'm really going to miss you. even if you're thinking that i am crazy or something. i'll miss your silent laughs, your wonderful smile, you always holding your handkerchief while riding the service, your voice that i get to hear every now and then, and lastly the way you look at me. i'll also miss the way you help other people, the way you respect people, that your a perfect gentleman. those things i would surely miss.

though i tried to be subtle about my feelings for you, i still can't keep the people that knows the way i feel about you. i wanted to say sorry for that. sorry if ever they've offended you or disrespected you because behind them all i was the one telling them to ask you things that i couldn't ask myself.

to finally end this i'd just like to say that always remember that i'm here whenever you need help and always take care of your self. don't stress you self to much on school work, find time to relax. spend some time with your family and friends.

CONGRATULATIONS again!!!!!

<3me

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january 7, 2011

dear you,

BELATED HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

<3me

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february 20,2011

dear you,

hi! how are you. it's been a long time since we last talked and i was kinda hoping that you've got some news to tell me. i heard that you've found yourself a new girl, what a surprise, it took you long enough... hahaha...i miss you so much. i've got tons of stories to tell. so i should probably get started.

i think i've finally found someone. can you believe it? well i've known him for years, even before i met you. well now i'm kinda falling for him and like he's my bestfriend in the world but i can't help not to see him as someone more than just a friend. i need help..advice please..

<3me

PROM

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BEST FRIEND

i never intended to love you

i never thought that i would fall for someone like you

i never wanted the words YOU and I for us

all i wanted was for us to be BEST FRIENDS

everything you do draws me closer to you

every favor you ask i comply

your very happiness is my concern

i never wanted to see you cry...frown

little things you do makes my heart flutter

now my world revolves around you

i'd do anything for your sake

i'll waste time and effort for you

i'll protect you against all odds

i left him for you

threw a good relationship just so i could be closer to you

forgot everything about him and never looked back

i can't help but fall

but through it all

you don't care

because all you see in me is a plain girl

never a perfect match for you

never the one for you

because at the end of the day i'm still your BEST FRIEND

I LOVE YOU AND I'LL WAIT NO MATTER HOW LONG IT TAKES

because loving you is the only reason i stay close

because loving you means waking up in the morning expecting to see you

because loving you would mean more time with you

BECAUSE LOVING YOU MAKES ME HUMANLY STRONG TO LIVE.

in love ako kay..

in love ako sa bestfriend ko. hindi ko alam kung bakit, basta mahal ko siya. minamahal ko siya kasi ang bait niya at minahal ko siya dahil sa kung sino siya. mula umaga hanggang gabi, magkasama kami. nagtatawanan, nagbibiruan, nagkwekwentuhan at nagsasaya.

mahal ko ang bestfriend ko. siya lang ang umiintindi sa akin. siya lang ang taong nag-aaruga sa akin. alam kong hindi niya namamalayan ang mga ito, pero dahil dito mas ramdam ko na mahal niya rin ako.

minamahal ko ang bestfriend ko. pero kapatid lang ang turing niya sa akin. kahit gaano ko siya kamahal, hanggang kaibigan lang ako.

dumaan na ang mga araw, lumipas na ang panahon, nagkahiwalay na kami, nagkaroon ng kanya-kanyang buhay.

i love my bestfriend. namimiss ko na siya. hindi na ako makapaghintay na makita siya muli. sana hindi pa huli ang lahat, sana masabi ko pa ang nararamdaman ko.

iniirog ko ang bestfriend ko. mula noon hanggang ngayon tumitibok ang puso ko para sa kanya. makita ko lang siya muli ay masasabi ko na rin ang aking lihim.

naglapat muli ang aming mga mata. bakas ang pangungulila namin sa isa't isa. niyakap niya ako. mahabang panahon din ang nawala saamin.

sinisinta ko ang bestfriend ko. kaya lang hanggang lihim nalang ito. wala na patutunguan ang pag-ibig ko, dahil may mahal na siyang iba.

at sa huli, ako padin ang bestfriend niya...

i love you bestfriend yesterday, today and forever......

its called PROCESS

it never occurred to me that someday i'll be sitting here thinking about life after you. while i was so preoccupied by your presence, i never really thought of having to say goodbye. all i really knew was that spending time with you would always feel like forever.

days pass by like wind and i find myself feeling deprive, in a way that i would soon face reality and let it swallow me...that i would be exposed from darkness again. with you leaving...moving on. i was caught in the past, past by which i can no longer relive. only memories were left, the trail we used to take had suddenly went and split. now we are living separate lives. taking different paths and discovering new challenges.

in those ways i saw that parting has something to prove. we became independent and strive for what we want. we became achievers and we never let our pass catch up on us. we took what we learned from each other and made them our foundation.

but trough it all, we find ourselves reminiscing of our pass, times when we dreamed of what we want, times when we learn to stand and look-out for each other. but then we come back to ourselves wishing that we could be together again. hoping that somewhere deep in our hearts, we still have a place to come back. that LOVE is somewhat present after all those times.

we long to get second chances, but getting it, we have to prove ourselves right to be able to relive our pasts.

but after all those times, i never really gave up on US, i just set US aside and let ME grow. i am ready to relive our past, but are you ready to give up everything for the sake of having ME?

reality

i
i was starting out back then
didn't have a clue what to expect
spinning around this so called world
trying to figure out reality

walking around the streets
memorizing every step ohh..
i gotta know 2x
what's my life going to be

*chorus:
i try so hard
to wake up from my fantasies
open my eyes
and let me see my reality
make me realize
that what i'm fighting for
will end up to be
yeah...ye yeah...ye yeah

ii
i sit, waiting for an apple to fall
i lay in the night, watching the stars go by
stumbling around this so called life
trying to figure out me

looking around, for something real
trying to convince my self
to know2x

*chorus

bridge:
i know2x
what my lifes journey
i don't need
to wake myself anymore

i know whats real
i know what to believe
cause i know my reality..
yeah...ohh...ohh..yeah

*chorus

wrong

i
i thought everything was enough
but i guess it wasn't cause you didn't stay

but how could i know whats enough
if you don't tell me what you want

chorus:
i guess i was for giving you my love
so foolish of me to ever fall for you
my love is not what you need
cause its not me

ii
i thought giving you what you want was enough
but i guess i don't know you well
to say that i'm for you

*chorus

bridge:
but after all this time
love was there
but never true
why waste my time to such a guy like you
I'd gladly take the fall

*chorus2x

broken promises

i
took an oath, under the skies above
promised each other
won't leave one another

but then, you blew my heart away
left me crying under the rain

refrain:
what did i do wrong, to give me such pain
when did i ever made things go wrong?

chorus:
promised me, you won't leave my side
trough thick and thin, we'll be together
as long as we both shall live
you'll love me forever
broken promises

ii
gave me, a symbol of your love...
treasured me, like i'm some kind of god
kissed me like theres no tomorrow

*chorus

bridge:
white dress, something borrowed, something blue
like you said, we don't even fit the puzzle
made me run trough the field to catch you
stumble down till i let go...

*chorus

your broken promises

i do...

eyes

ii
i saw you yesterday
sitting alone in the corner of the rain
i came around and sat by your side
didn't say a word...

refrain:
but i can see it in your eyes
that you don't really understand

chorus:
the way you look at me
as if you could see me
you don't really know i'm here
i'm just a shadow
i can see it in your eyes
that you still don't know

ii
the days pass
trying not to see you again...

already forgetting your face
but yesterday
i didn't see it coming
you were alone and sad
so what can i do.

*refrain and chorus

bridge:
i'm just walking around
never really left you side
you stood and walk away, from where i am
leaving me in the middle of the rain

chorus2:
i'm just a shadow
by your side
you never really see me
never really notice me

*chorus

that you still don't know
that i won't leave

i get up in morning
wishing that the sun never came up

i tried so hard to keep my nights alone
but i can't see whats happening
to me

*chorus:
the wind blows
the sun goes high
the clouds move
the stars light up the sky
everything seems change
but i'm still here in my world...

ii
i love the sound of the planes at night
the numbing silence that i hear
every turn of the wind
makes me feel that i'm with you

*chorus..