reality

i
i was starting out back then
didn't have a clue what to expect
spinning around this so called world
trying to figure out reality

walking around the streets
memorizing every step ohh..
i gotta know 2x
what's my life going to be

*chorus:
i try so hard
to wake up from my fantasies
open my eyes
and let me see my reality
make me realize
that what i'm fighting for
will end up to be
yeah...ye yeah...ye yeah

ii
i sit, waiting for an apple to fall
i lay in the night, watching the stars go by
stumbling around this so called life
trying to figure out me

looking around, for something real
trying to convince my self
to know2x

*chorus

bridge:
i know2x
what my lifes journey
i don't need
to wake myself anymore

i know whats real
i know what to believe
cause i know my reality..
yeah...ohh...ohh..yeah

*chorus

wrong

i
i thought everything was enough
but i guess it wasn't cause you didn't stay

but how could i know whats enough
if you don't tell me what you want

chorus:
i guess i was for giving you my love
so foolish of me to ever fall for you
my love is not what you need
cause its not me

ii
i thought giving you what you want was enough
but i guess i don't know you well
to say that i'm for you

*chorus

bridge:
but after all this time
love was there
but never true
why waste my time to such a guy like you
I'd gladly take the fall

*chorus2x

broken promises

i
took an oath, under the skies above
promised each other
won't leave one another

but then, you blew my heart away
left me crying under the rain

refrain:
what did i do wrong, to give me such pain
when did i ever made things go wrong?

chorus:
promised me, you won't leave my side
trough thick and thin, we'll be together
as long as we both shall live
you'll love me forever
broken promises

ii
gave me, a symbol of your love...
treasured me, like i'm some kind of god
kissed me like theres no tomorrow

*chorus

bridge:
white dress, something borrowed, something blue
like you said, we don't even fit the puzzle
made me run trough the field to catch you
stumble down till i let go...

*chorus

your broken promises

i do...

eyes

ii
i saw you yesterday
sitting alone in the corner of the rain
i came around and sat by your side
didn't say a word...

refrain:
but i can see it in your eyes
that you don't really understand

chorus:
the way you look at me
as if you could see me
you don't really know i'm here
i'm just a shadow
i can see it in your eyes
that you still don't know

ii
the days pass
trying not to see you again...

already forgetting your face
but yesterday
i didn't see it coming
you were alone and sad
so what can i do.

*refrain and chorus

bridge:
i'm just walking around
never really left you side
you stood and walk away, from where i am
leaving me in the middle of the rain

chorus2:
i'm just a shadow
by your side
you never really see me
never really notice me

*chorus

that you still don't know
that i won't leave

i get up in morning
wishing that the sun never came up

i tried so hard to keep my nights alone
but i can't see whats happening
to me

*chorus:
the wind blows
the sun goes high
the clouds move
the stars light up the sky
everything seems change
but i'm still here in my world...

ii
i love the sound of the planes at night
the numbing silence that i hear
every turn of the wind
makes me feel that i'm with you

*chorus..

If i...

i
why should i waste time loving you
if all i can do isn't enough for

all those times that we've been apart
i never gave such pain
that you cause me now.

Chorus:
if i can turn back time
i'd make you go
i'll never see you
but all i can do is hope
that i'll live trough this

this pain that you left in my heart
will stay with me..

ii
each time i remember
that held my hand
and whisper such sweet words

i never thought that you'd
cause so much pain
that all i can think about
is running away...

*Chorus...

Bridge:
but no matter i try
i keep coming back
to where we start
and that..

*Chorus

until i let go....

You...

i
i tried so hard to keep away from you
but you keep on coming back to me

i swear, that l'll never make you come back to me
but you keep on breaking my heart
you never seem to get what I've been going trough.

Chorus:
when i see you smile
you make my life go down
when you touch my hand
feelings i don't want comes back

i guess you'll never know
how i feel
you make my world go down
cause you won't let go.

ii
i kept my distance
i never spoke to you
but you keep on following
what do you really want

it hurts so much to have you around
and now your always around

*Chorus

Bridge:
tears keep falling from my eyes
never seeming to dry
what have you done?
make my world crumble down..

*Chorus

never let me go version 2(male)

i'll come to you, i'll take your hand

i'll hold it tight, and never let it go

i won't leave your side, we'll find the way together

and hope that we'll make it

chorus:

i will hold you forever

i'll never let you go

i'll hold you tight

just a few more steps and we'll be there

ii

i'll walk with you, hopin that it'll be over soon

i promise you, i'll stay till the end

won't leave your side

i'll stand with w\you till all this is tru

(chorus)

we'll cross the rivers

we'll walk side by side

we'll jump great hights

and i'll never let go

(chorus)

i will hold you forever

i'll hold you tight

just a few more steps

and we'll be back to were we are

*end

never let me go..

i

come to me, take my hand

hold it close, never let it go

i'd be lost without you, i'll never find my way

so hold me tight, and pray that we'll make it

chorus:

never let me go, hold on tight

we've made this far, so don't let go

just an few steps, and we'll be there

ii

walk with me, don't forget

it'll be over soon

promise me you'll stay with me till the end

won't leave me alone, you'll stand be my side

(chorus)

bridge:

we'll cross the river together

we'll walk side by side

we'll jump great hights

just don't let go of me

(chorus)

so hold me tight, never forget

we've made this far, just a few more steps

we'll be back were we are

just don't forget, hold my hand

*end

love

i'm afraid that i'll forget you, forget your face, your smile and your heart. i'm afraid of losing all those things. scared that one day i'll never get to see you again. i'm starting to loose my grip on you, i don't know if i'm letting goor just forgetting you. i know it's hard being apart from each other, we never said our goodbyes and the last time we saw each other was the night that stars left the sky and the moon stood alone, that was the last time our eyes met. i never want to leave your side. all those times that we've spent together are now vanishing, going pass trough my eyes. i wish i was there by your side, tucked inside your arms safe and comfortable. but were miles apart..never knowing what's happening to each other..leaving us wondering what to do. i know deep inside that i still LOVE YOU and i'm still hoping that you feel the same...so guess i'll leave all things now to faith..and hope that i'll come back to your arms soon and I MISS YOU SO MUCH! can't wait to come home!!

Eagle..

chorus:
your my eagle
watchin over me
never letting go when times goes wrong
you're my shield
the one who comforts me
when the night seems so cold and i can't hold my self
you are my eagle(2x)

i
when i first took my steps
and said the words you said
i knew right then and there
that my world woudn't be complete without you

refrain:
you're the one who guided me
the one that said
that road to life is set.

(chorus)

ii
for all the tears that came running from my eyes
you were there to wipe them out
and made me smile

(refrain + chorus)

brigde:
through thick and thin
through the holes of life
you were there by my side
walking with me
and holding my hand

(chorus)

* i dedicate this song to my mom and for all thhose times that she was there for me and never loosing hope in me...i love you ma!!!

i'm free

i

every time i open my eyes
and feel the sun touch my skin
i'm so used to waking up beside you
but know i'm alone and free
so i guess there's only one thing left to say..

chorus:
i'm free...you let me breakout
i'm free...i can do what i want
and from now on..it's up to me...

ii
i can swim across the ocean
climb the highest mountain
i could fly above the sky
and breathe underwater..cuz..

(repeat chorus)

bridge:
i cab travel the whole world
i could go to outer space
i could walk above the water
cause you know why??
it's all because(2x)

(repeat chorus 2x)

and from now on..
it's up to me....
ohhh..ohh..

untitled..

why do i have to suffer, when you should be the one getting hurt
why blame me for all the troubles you made.
i'm sick and tired of being the one who has to clean your mess
i wish i cantell you these things..but i can't
you know why??
cause i'm deeply inlove with you...
and none of your flaws seems wrong for me...
but when will i feel freedom again???
how can i let go without hurting so much??
trapped and alone in this bubble you've created..
with nothing to do but wait for you..
i'm starting to loose my grip on my life..
i wish i could tell you all this..but i can't.....
cause the love that's in me is strong..
strong enough that it won't alow me to let go of you..
but guess what...
i already let you loose..i've set you free..
now my heart is free..
and i can breathe freely right now...
so i guess i'll say goodbye then..
so long to all the bad times you've shared
and hello to the world that you kept me from...

someday..

chorus:
someday I'll learn how to let go
and one day
you'll see me smile again
and my eyes will twinkle again
yeah..yeah...

I
at first i can't seem to find the reason
why we broke up
but then
i just realized
that loving you was so hard
i couldn't even breathe

(repeat chorus)

II
all those times we fought
you were the one to be blame
i was wrong and so were you
we were young and foolish
never should have been together

(repeat chorus)

hold my hand

I
you saw me trough the crowd
you look into my eyes
we were standing there
watching the world turn around.
and time just seem to stop
and everything else start to freeze.

chorus:
you took my hand
and held it tight
never seem to let me go
every minute with you seem forever
never let me go
just hold my hand.

II
we ran trough the crowd
still holding each others hand
but when we got
to the very end
you drop my hand
and tears came running from my eyes.
i thought were gonna last forever
and everything else seem to go back

(repeat chorus)

bridge:
and here you come
running from the other side
you held my hand once more
and this time
you never let me go.

(repeat chorus)

Chorus2:
you took my hand
and never let me go
you held it tight
like forever
never let me go
never let me go
just hold my hand.

unspoken love

you don't know how
hard it is to love you
it's an inpossible thing
but i did everything
i could to make it possible.

you won't speak
won't laugh
won't even look
it's as if i never existed,
as if every effort i did
was useless.

i konw loving you
means hurting my self
a million times
and makes my my life harder.

but i still continued to love you
even if challenges come
and never went away
tears run from my eyes
and never went dry
i continue to love you
even if i know it hurts.

speaking to you feels weird
even though i know i should
feel happy.

i never want to end the day
without seeing you
without saying anything
even if it feels different.

you became my life,
the moment i lay my eyes on you
i knew you were the one.
the one i want to spend my life with.
the person i wanna grow old with.

you change the way i look at life.
i can feel and understand
what others feel.
i became sensitive enough to know the difference between
right from wrong.
"i can still remember yesterday, we were so inlove in a special way."
you make it hard for me to breath.
like i'm drowning in water
but never want to go up for air.
you like the warm breeze of summer,
cold ice of winter and dried leaves
of sping.

you're the key to my heart.
i'm your juliet and your my romeo.

you're like the clouds
in the sky. miving and mysterious,
never knowing what will happen.
if rain falls its means your sad,
when the sunis bright and the sky is clear
you're happy

i'll do anything to make you smile
to make you laugh.
just for me to see such happiness
makes my day complete.
"cause when i'm with him i am thinking of you."
you are the most special person
in my life. i'll do what it takes
to make you feel comfortable again.

i'll always love you no matter what
you will always be my sun
in the coldest night,
you are always my light in
my darkest days.

my love for you will last forever.
no one can ever change that.

and now i'm here, writing these words.
i hope that you'll read it someday and never forget.

i wish you happiness and a happy life.
even if we don't end up together,
i will still continue to love
and care for you.

i am always here when you need
help. and i will be open to you
when you need a shoulder to cry on.

i will wait for you
until forever.
i will be here for you
always...

what's this all about?

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